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Thursday, July 11, 20131:04 AM

Hye, Nurul Ismaniza in the house back :)
Like seriously it is Ramadhan.. glad to celebrate this wonderful month. but it is different for this year..
i'm fasting without family ( but i'm used to it because i'm stayed at boarding school )
but the most different change is i'm celebrating this wonderful month without my BATCH , without my FRIENDS without MRSM life style...
really SAD because i really miss my life style before...to be with them...at one hall...eating and recite prayer together,, laughing and talking with each other,,
Ya Allah, rindu sangat dgn mereka .. :(
Sekarang ni, eisma ad dekat JohorBahru.. salah satu tempat yg eisma nk pegi since masuk mrsm dulu..haha,
i'm studying here :)
kat kolej...
Netherlands Maritime Institution of Technology (NMIT)
okayyy, kat sini mmg seronok sbb institusi ni tgh2 bndr, (okay xde kena mengena..haha)
hmm, international kolej , :) so mmg bnyk kena speaking sbb first language mmg English :)
tu xdelaa burden sgt untuk eisma sbb itu merupakan advantage sbenarnya..
apa yg sedihnya ialahhhhhhhhh
eisma xdpt life as student u or kolej dlm erti kata yg sebenar...
duduk pun kat apartment sendiri, bkn duduk dlm komuniti or batch sendiri,,,
haish, entahlaaa
xtwu nk ckp mcm mane, di sudut hati eisma ni rase penyesalan yg x berbelah bahagi sbb terburu-buru buat keputusan masuk sini..padahal boleh je tggu upu dulu ke apa...haish
tapi nothing i can do :)
kena tempuh juga laa kan.. :)
n salah satu sbb eisma kat sini dulu pun sbb Danny, dy pun dpt cni..
tapi yg sedih nya tu pas dpt upu...danny pindahh :'(
dy masuk UNIMAP...
sedih kowttt!
tertinggal la eisma sowang2 kat JB....
sedih sangat kowt..... :'(
tapi kami discuss leklok and try to think positive...and sedar sume ni plan by Allah ,, for our better future ..
so i let him go to strive for his success..
like serously bnda nie sgt tough untuk eisma and danny..but what we can do :)
just okayyyy
n go on
hee,,
n now kami da selesa begini even saling merindui tapi tape laa
bak kata orang bila dekat asek nk gado.. da jauh rindu pula
n that's what happen to both of us :)
hee (x ikhlas gelak saya nie)
i miss him..
i miss our moments, i miss ur care-ness, i miss ur advice, i miss your laugh !
i hate my tears ...tears that show how i miss you.. :"(
tapelaaa, as long as i know u happy, as long as i know u stick with me, as long as u love me,
i'm happy my dear :)















