Hye guys , assalamualaikum J

Sooo long isma is not writing anything, right….it just few bad days past by me…huuu, and I’m suffering it alone….without danny, without my family, without my girlfriends,

All I got here, my friends that keep me strong, calm and make me live in happiness here J

Hurm, nothing much to say, just wanna say that, being alone is something that no one wants, but sometime it needed in our life, maybe what happen to me now, is like repay my mistakes before..

I’m being evil to people before, so, that now that kind and nice people going to pay me back.. huu, it’s okay, seriously I’m going to be so so so strong to handle all of this probs..

It just that I fell a bit relieved when I had expressed all the things out from me…to amal, syauqi and kechik J I just too depressed, so that I need people that can give advice and opinion, and like seriously I thank them a lot J

Btw, I wanna say sorry to my most patient guy in my life, Nik Muhammad Danial, I wanna say sorry because I can’t make it longer…yeah, I’m not that strong to survive by my own with our relay.. I’m not giving up on us, but I just hope that we could give each other time to think bout our relay.. it’s not that u are  wrong or am I, but we were too busy handling our self and can’t make it time for us..  I don’t wanna hurt u more,  that’s why I’m leaving…I’m leaving, so that u can live your life without thinking about me, us.. I wish the best for us, yeah, for u, for me, J even though after this, no “us” more, but just remember that if u needs someone to share  anything, there is always me by your side , I won’t forget u, no worries, if ada jodoh kita akan bersama ye.. Cuma doakan lah yg terbaik untuk kita berdua J

Hurm, I’m trying so hard on everybody, yeah, everybody, everyone that important in my life, I just hate myself that can’t love many people in the same time.. love mean sayang.. yeah, sayang means a lots.., sayang towards your lover, sayang towards your friend, sayang towards your family and much  more..

it just becoming more complicated, from day to day, I’m scared to love you.. love you more than I should.. More than I want.. that I shouldn’t :’( yeah, I know I shouldn’t still love you, but what more can I do? Just u the only man that knows me well, that can be with me, no matter how hard the time is.. no matter what will we face in the future.. just with  you, is the longest relay in my life ever….it’s about 2years, and u know I’m not forgetting anything of you, nothing L it just that u keep on my mind, stay there, and I know who am I to keep it, but what can I do? What should I feel when your default picture of your fb is still got me in that? It’s either two thing, either u really don’t forget me, or u are too lazy to remove it? But, whatever it is, I’m still glad with that.. fyi, our first raya picture is with me, your shirts are with me,  and I got the teddy and plaque here…hey, you, my class president, my ajid, I don’t know why, lately u keep on running into my mind, the memories keep visiting me anytime, and I just too missing u L trust me, i know who I am now for you, it just that, please, do forgive me for everything…thanks a lot for keep advising me when we were at school, keep on telling me to study for our spm, haha, thank for still wanna keep in touch with me, thanks for becoming one of my precious person, thanks for giving me lots of experience, thanks for letting me interrupt your life, for about 2 years, haha, thanks a lot J I really appreciate everything bout you…. Hey, don’t forget me, J and thanks for still stalking my blog, I don’t wanna ask anything from you, just please, do remember me, don’t forget me, and I won’t do it neither, J

hmmm, now like seriously I’m just too tired to think bout this useless thing… Feeling, heart are hard to define…it brings a lot to someone, either to me…it just too complicated to be think of, and it’s not worth it….yeah, we need LOVE in future, but I need MONEY more, so with that selfish statement, I decide to study as hard as I can, and work it as greedy as I could, and get the GREAT pointer, and makes my mom, my sisters, my mama papa, my aunts and uncles, my cuzzie,  my girlfriends and boyfriends, my admires, my heroes, my Danny, my buddies, and anyone that assume me special in their life be PROUD to have me as theirs..  and trust me I’m going to make my haters, hate me more with my AWESOME achievement in my life , and I wanna remind them, if they’re using my feeling to keep me down and try to drag me to failure, they did that, but it just once before, before I realize that I live not for them, but for persons that LOVE me! Yeah, I know, haters live to look us in bad and terrified condition, and if I’m becoming that way, they will be HAPPY, and I’m not that fool to make you HAPPY while I’m here suffering… daaa, I’m not like that…  so, for the solution, I will arise and shine and be the old ISMANIZA that doesn’t care about what people think bout her, and just get through anything that in front of her eyes, to make sure that her LIFE will be GREAT …..!!!

so, this girl who named NURUL ISMANIZA ZULKIPLI won’t easily get hurt after this, just because of her heart is being played with a guy, and her feeling is keep tortured by a girl…

But, this ISMANIZA will be too busy on planning her life, and thinking the BEST way on how to be HAPPY in future, with a lots of money in her hand, with a big house in front of her eyes, with her mom and sisters going around the world and shopping like crazy, with a big company entitle by her name, with someone that really understand,believe, and wants her….. That’s all what I want  ^^

Yeah , u, the person that read my blog, either u are stalker, haters, or friends, or even my own family, Thanks a lot for your care , by drooping at my blog shows that u care bout me, and u really wanna know my story, not even just knowing my name. u know what, u are my friend, thanks again!

The last thing is,

“NURUL ISMANIZA ZULKIPLI akan berjaya dalam hidup nya,  mencapai semua harapan dan impian yang  tinggi menggunung, berjaya membalas budi dan jasa ibu dan bapa nya, kuat dan tabah jalani segala ujian dan cabaran yang mendatang dalam hidup nya, sama ada berkenaan dengan pelajaran, sahabat, hati & perasaan, keluarga atau apa pun, dan dia akan menjadi seorang hamba Allah yang elok iman nya, anak emak yang patuh dan taat kata-kata, kakak yang boleh menjadi contoh dan teladan untuk adik2nya, anak saudara yang boleh membanggakan makcik,pakcik dan sepupunya, sahabat yang sentiasa ada untuk sahabatnya yang lain, kawan yang xkan memusnahkan kepercayaan kawannya, pelajar yang cemerlang, dan akhirnya menjadi kekasih yang setia, baik dan ISTERI yang solehah dan mithali, AMIN”

Hee, TERIMA KASIH KAWAN,    SayaSayangKamuSahabatkuSelamanya, In Sha Allah J   

Hye guys , assalamualaikum J

Sooo long isma is not writing anything, right….it just few bad days past by me…huuu, and I’m suffering it alone….without danny, without my family, without my girlfriends,

All I got here, my friends that keep me strong, calm and make me live in happiness here J

Hurm, nothing much to say, just wanna say that, being alone is something that no one wants, but sometime it needed in our life, maybe what happen to me now, is like repay my mistakes before..

I’m being evil to people before, so, that now that kind and nice people going to pay me back.. huu, it’s okay, seriously I’m going to be so so so strong to handle all of this probs..

It just that I fell a bit relieved when I had expressed all the things out from me…to amal, syauqi and kechik J I just too depressed, so that I need people that can give advice and opinion, and like seriously I thank them a lot J

Btw, I wanna say sorry to my most patient guy in my life, Nik Muhammad Danial, I wanna say sorry because I can’t make it longer…yeah, I’m not that strong to survive by my own with our relay.. I’m not giving up on us, but I just hope that we could give each other time to think bout our relay.. it’s not that u are  wrong or am I, but we were too busy handling our self and can’t make it time for us..  I don’t wanna hurt u more,  that’s why I’m leaving…I’m leaving, so that u can live your life without thinking about me, us.. I wish the best for us, yeah, for u, for me, J even though after this, no “us” more, but just remember that if u needs someone to share  anything, there is always me by your side , I won’t forget u, no worries, if ada jodoh kita akan bersama ye.. Cuma doakan lah yg terbaik untuk kita berdua J

Hurm, I’m trying so hard on everybody, yeah, everybody, everyone that important in my life, I just hate myself that can’t love many people in the same time.. love mean sayang.. yeah, sayang means a lots.., sayang towards your lover, sayang towards your friend, sayang towards your family and much  more..

it just becoming more complicated, from day to day, I’m scared to love you.. love you more than I should.. More than I want.. that I shouldn’t :’( yeah, I know I shouldn’t still love you, but what more can I do? Just u the only man that knows me well, that can be with me, no matter how hard the time is.. no matter what will we face in the future.. just with  you, is the longest relay in my life ever….it’s about 2years, and u know I’m not forgetting anything of you, nothing L it just that u keep on my mind, stay there, and I know who am I to keep it, but what can I do? What should I feel when your default picture of your fb is still got me in that? It’s either two thing, either u really don’t forget me, or u are too lazy to remove it? But, whatever it is, I’m still glad with that.. fyi, our first raya picture is with me, your shirts are with me,  and I got the teddy and plaque here…hey, you, my class president, my ajid, I don’t know why, lately u keep on running into my mind, the memories keep visiting me anytime, and I just too missing u L trust me, i know who I am now for you, it just that, please, do forgive me for everything…thanks a lot for keep advising me when we were at school, keep on telling me to study for our spm, haha, thank for still wanna keep in touch with me, thanks for becoming one of my precious person, thanks for giving me lots of experience, thanks for letting me interrupt your life, for about 2 years, haha, thanks a lot J I really appreciate everything bout you…. Hey, don’t forget me, J and thanks for still stalking my blog, I don’t wanna ask anything from you, just please, do remember me, don’t forget me, and I won’t do it neither, J

hmmm, now like seriously I’m just too tired to think bout this useless thing… Feeling, heart are hard to define…it brings a lot to someone, either to me…it just too complicated to be think of, and it’s not worth it….yeah, we need LOVE in future, but I need MONEY more, so with that selfish statement, I decide to study as hard as I can, and work it as greedy as I could, and get the GREAT pointer, and makes my mom, my sisters, my mama papa, my aunts and uncles, my cuzzie,  my girlfriends and boyfriends, my admires, my heroes, my Danny, my buddies, and anyone that assume me special in their life be PROUD to have me as theirs..  and trust me I’m going to make my haters, hate me more with my AWESOME achievement in my life , and I wanna remind them, if they’re using my feeling to keep me down and try to drag me to failure, they did that, but it just once before, before I realize that I live not for them, but for persons that LOVE me! Yeah, I know, haters live to look us in bad and terrified condition, and if I’m becoming that way, they will be HAPPY, and I’m not that fool to make you HAPPY while I’m here suffering… daaa, I’m not like that…  so, for the solution, I will arise and shine and be the old ISMANIZA that doesn’t care about what people think bout her, and just get through anything that in front of her eyes, to make sure that her LIFE will be GREAT …..!!!

so, this girl who named NURUL ISMANIZA ZULKIPLI won’t easily get hurt after this, just because of her heart is being played with a guy, and her feeling is keep tortured by a girl…

But, this ISMANIZA will be too busy on planning her life, and thinking the BEST way on how to be HAPPY in future, with a lots of money in her hand, with a big house in front of her eyes, with her mom and sisters going around the world and shopping like crazy, with a big company entitle by her name, with someone that really understand,believe, and wants her….. That’s all what I want  ^^

Yeah , u, the person that read my blog, either u are stalker, haters, or friends, or even my own family, Thanks a lot for your care , by drooping at my blog shows that u care bout me, and u really wanna know my story, not even just knowing my name. u know what, u are my friend, thanks again!

The last thing is,

“NURUL ISMANIZA ZULKIPLI akan berjaya dalam hidup nya,  mencapai semua harapan dan impian yang  tinggi menggunung, berjaya membalas budi dan jasa ibu dan bapa nya, kuat dan tabah jalani segala ujian dan cabaran yang mendatang dalam hidup nya, sama ada berkenaan dengan pelajaran, sahabat, hati & perasaan, keluarga atau apa pun, dan dia akan menjadi seorang hamba Allah yang elok iman nya, anak emak yang patuh dan taat kata-kata, kakak yang boleh menjadi contoh dan teladan untuk adik2nya, anak saudara yang boleh membanggakan makcik,pakcik dan sepupunya, sahabat yang sentiasa ada untuk sahabatnya yang lain, kawan yang xkan memusnahkan kepercayaan kawannya, pelajar yang cemerlang, dan akhirnya menjadi kekasih yang setia, baik dan ISTERI yang solehah dan mithali, AMIN”

Hee, TERIMA KASIH KAWAN,    SayaSayangKamuSahabatkuSelamanya, In Sha Allah J