10.41am // November.27th // Thursday
Wednesday, November 26, 20146:49 PM
hi and assalamualaikum :)
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| its baby superman, ridhwan's :P |
its been a long time for me to not write anything here. hmm, yes, its been few busy weeks for me actually. a lot of things happen in a time. october and november is my short semester, and i need to settle up varies things. i need to catch up all my subjects for this semester, then my task as a student council (all the small and big things), my new home and housemates, new places, my family problem, and obviously, the most different thing that happen in this month is non-existence of ridhwan here. yes, it totally affect my life. ish :')
so, today is 27/November, means da 63 hari since the day he off to UK :)
yup, x sampai seratus hari lagi rasa mcm lama sgt. banyak benda jadi while he went there how miserable am i, how low confident am i, how hurt am i with all problems occur, in a simple words, i couldnt imagine how bad am i life now compared to before. now i know how darn important is muhammad nur ridhwan to me.
yes, we might be fighting all over again, jarang la berbaik lama2, but deep down here, i know, kita gaduh pun disebabkan masing2 x boleh adapt lagi apa yang berlaku sekarang. i bet both of us got the high insecurity level. it just too high i think. haha, i cant deny that. each one of us got a thousands of question whenever we got the chance to talk to each other. haha yes, we're on the phone from UK to Malaysia. yupp, its totally crazy though i need to admit it. i've never thought that we could be that close. on the phone, talk to each other, ease ourselves. aishh, you cant imagine that, people :) yaa, my life quiet miserable now, im not totally arrange and sometime i even stressed up to the max. so, like usual ridhwan, gonna do everything that he could from far, to ease the stress. to help me to improve my life. im so owe him a lot. he just too good for me.
then, move to my daily life routine. there might be a lot of change now. i move in to a new house, im not longer stay at ISV (International Student Village) at Educity Nusajaya, because of the high rate that just increasing like darn ****. hahaha, but what make me pissed off, the payment still can be paid at the early of semester. if only i knew it, im not moving anywhere, for God sake. ISV is such a good place to stay. with student and college environment, you can enjoy your student life at least. haish, so, as im stay quiet far from college, i need to wake up early and face jammed at the highway before arrive the JB town. duh, sometime the simple thing like jammed and late to class could ruined your entire day aite? thats what i face everyday people. darn it! -..-
however, all the laugh and friendship that been build among the housemate could save me somehow. yaaa, i couldnt deny that. laugh is the best medicine laaa.. no doubt people :P
actually, im in my final week exam semester 5, haha, i have one paper left, Shipboard maintenance and repair on Friday. haaa, it is a tough paper, people. duhh, :P but im hoping for a good result at least. i wanna have the 4flat gpa again. oh yes, my cgpa is decreasing! its become 3.70 oh man oh man! im scared! i dont want to pay a huge amount for my MARA! lalalala, so whatever it is, i need to try my best to make it at least 3.80.. and its not easy at all.. -.-
keep calm and pray for ismaniza! hahaha
oh yeah, i think thats all for now. time is envy with me. :p i need to study for my last paperrrrrrrr.. duh, actually, and honestly, my momentum is decreasing. hahah, because the gap between papers are big enough for me to relaxing myself :)
hmm, ridhwan, if you read my post, i just wanna say TAKE a GOOD CARE of yourself there.
do your assignment well my dear. dont procrastinate your work!
pray for us, and pray for our future as well :) weee!
i leave all of you with some pics. do enjoy it! :)
assalamualaikum .
