2.19pm // December. 19th // Friday
Thursday, December 18, 201410:20 PM
hi and Assalamualaikum :)
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| Kita xde gmbr sama2 da :( |
Hello there. So how was your days? I hope everything is going well and smoothly.
Im in my holiday. haha, my semester 5 holiday, the last period of time for me to spend wisely with my family. Next year, in sha Allah, im gonna be superb busy
January, February, March, April and May .
June, July, August for internship and if and only if i get the chance, on September im gonna fly to SSU, United Kingdom. Amin :)
and yes, im hoping, i think its big hope that Ridhwan gonna pursue his Master there.
ya Allah, kalau Ridhwan stay dgn i dkat UK, thats gonna be a big gift for me. :')
yup, i always bincang dgn ridhwan, borak all things bout UK , and any other places to go. haha, yes, when kita duduk jauh2 ni, apa yg penting ialah communication and understanding.
both side kena buat bnda sama. baru seimbang and adil. i admit that.
i really need ridhwan in my life, idk why, since i know him, haha, im being quite manja and suka bercerita and suka sgt ridhwan pay attention to me. haha. pardon my attitude.
bila kita happy and in a good mood, we always laugh and tease each other. talk to each other on midnight, sharing all the stories and problems sampai 3 am. (ikut time malaysia, haha)
and like what i said to him, i love to listen his story on how did he ever fall in love with me.
haha, he keep repeating the same stories, talking bout how he wonder who am i on the October 2013 when he first saw me at ISV, how he try his best, looking for my FB through his friends, how he keep always have me in his mind and thought, how his feeling when the 1st time i replied his FB messaging, and how his feeling on the 1st time we went out together on 14 March 2014 :)
oh my, i will never get bored with his story. i swear.
and i cant deny how hard am i, trying to settle all the problems at the 1st phase on our relationship.
unstable relationship, full with emotions, honesty is zero and troubles and problems are everywhere. dang it, im still survive. haha :)
Duhh, im so grateful, ridhwan at last know whats the right thing to do, to settle all the problems and flaws in this hectic relationship. Ridhwan xpernah mengalah dgn perangai i and perangai orang sekeliling kitorang.
yes, ada dua jenis org waktu tu, and kita boleh kenal mana satu kawan and tak. hahaha, i know rhan and farahin are really my friend. :P they support me, they asked me to follow my heart and stay with ridhwan. THANKYOU a lot :)
Ya Allah, Alhamdulillah for what ever happen now, Astagfirullah for what ever happen in past and In Sha Allah, everything gonna be fine in future, amin :)
plus, Subhanallah mimpi malam tadi. hee, indah sgt . idk why, selalu je mimpi ridhwan tapi malam tadi its like reality. ridhwan and adlyna. haha both people that i love <3 and yes farahin is in there too. everything looks like real and i dont want it to be end. :') it just i really feel the heat of you and THE MOST IMPORTANT IS I DAPAT TGK RIDHWAN SENYUM.. im so in love with his SMILE. i swear, i am.
ya Allah, peliharalah rindu kami, pelihara hubungan kami, dan berilah kami kesempatan dan peluang untuk bersatu semula. Ya Allah jadikanlah semua perancangan kami kepada yg realiti dan jauhkanlah kami dari iri hati manusia sekeliling. amin :)
i think thats all from me for today.
make peace with your past, and your present and future welcoming you with no doubt and flaws.
Assalamualaikum :)
