Hi and assalamualaikum people !
So how are you? Im doing good right now. And may i say GOOD and its not GREAT. Haish. Like my previous post, im in my bus going back to Melaka for 2-3 holidays. Hmm JB is quite stress and makes me crazy somehow. Im completely lost and cant think any of thing. 

Yes, im depressed like hell bout everything. Every single thing.
Currently is about the pile of assignments. But yea, i can face. Im still students, and obviously thats my responsibility. To study and do my task. Haha  *poker face haha

Then my f***ing  internship placement. Hmm, oh my, why is it so damn hard for all those company to give the feedback to us. Adoi. Just say 'yes you get the placement' or 'im sorry, you dont get it' its simply as that. Dont give me hope la. Adoi.  im tired on hoping for everything. Yea, every single thing! Im so much tired. Can you feel me?

Next my scholar or loan. Damn it. All places that i apply/went/asked for, doesnt give a good reply. Adoi, i cant find any scholar and loan. How to go to UK? Should i give up or not? Idk. Im demanding myself to not say 'no' till the due date. But, till when i could survive. I cant find any and yet, nothing in my mind as solution. what should i do?

Bla bla bla zzzzzzzz..

Okay, lets change the topic. Lets carve some smile  haha

Yippie! . I just come back from London actually. Haha Yeah short trip to meet my man in London.  

I think, i may said my main point to go there, is to HAVE AN EXPERIENCE travelling to other country. Frankly speaking, i've never been to any country. Hmm, yea, im not from a wealthy family. *sad haa
But, at last i got the oppurtunity. I mean its a gold oppurtunity for me. Haaa i wont let it go!! Hahaa . So i went to London for about 10 days. Enjoying myself, learn bout the country, went to all attractions in London, went to Southampton, visit Ridhwan's friends, went to SSU, eat extra large Fish&Chips, eat spagetti meatballs (ridhwan's hand cook!!!) , meet all those NMIT seniors there, listen to their story and yeah, spending precious time with Ridhwan 

What i can say, after 6months of separating,  Ridhwan becomes more gentle, and kind to me. Cant deny that. He is much more handsome. And i think he get taller. Haaaha im kidding!! Ridhwan is much changing from before. He is acting mature for me. but yea, im not changing at all. Pity him, we are always fighting for stupid reason (mostly comes from me??) Hahaa. Im such a spoil and childish gf. How can ridhwan stand with me. Haha 

I love him a lot. I never imagine that, one day we will have the chance to travel together.
Those experiences and memories are not exchangeable and cant be replaced. The holiday is one of best moment i ever had in my life. 
Im so in love with the weather, the scenery, all people there, the environment, the London tube, the London Eye, the amazing Hyde park, the Dock in Soton, the pounds and sterling, the flowers, the tulips, the roses, the trees, the building, the hot caramel chocolate im starbuck, the Malaysian hall food, the Buckingham palace, the wax doll in Madame Tussaud and every single thing in London, and Southampton.
But most of all, IM TOO IN LOVE WITH Muhammad Nur Ridhwan!  haha .
Without him, everything seems normal, and with him, it turns to LOVEABLE and AMAZING  ❄❄

So. Im planning to come again to  London with Ridhwan. But this time, i would like to hold his hand and called him as my Husband!
Oh . Gatalnyaaa isma. Hahaha pardon me.
Im counting my years to tie the knot with my man. Do pray for us readers!
Thankyou 

Before i end my post this time, i would like to share few pics of me and Ridhwan there!

Hi and assalamualaikum people !
So how are you? Im doing good right now. And may i say GOOD and its not GREAT. Haish. Like my previous post, im in my bus going back to Melaka for 2-3 holidays. Hmm JB is quite stress and makes me crazy somehow. Im completely lost and cant think any of thing. 

Yes, im depressed like hell bout everything. Every single thing.
Currently is about the pile of assignments. But yea, i can face. Im still students, and obviously thats my responsibility. To study and do my task. Haha  *poker face haha

Then my f***ing  internship placement. Hmm, oh my, why is it so damn hard for all those company to give the feedback to us. Adoi. Just say 'yes you get the placement' or 'im sorry, you dont get it' its simply as that. Dont give me hope la. Adoi.  im tired on hoping for everything. Yea, every single thing! Im so much tired. Can you feel me?

Next my scholar or loan. Damn it. All places that i apply/went/asked for, doesnt give a good reply. Adoi, i cant find any scholar and loan. How to go to UK? Should i give up or not? Idk. Im demanding myself to not say 'no' till the due date. But, till when i could survive. I cant find any and yet, nothing in my mind as solution. what should i do?

Bla bla bla zzzzzzzz..

Okay, lets change the topic. Lets carve some smile  haha

Yippie! . I just come back from London actually. Haha Yeah short trip to meet my man in London.  

I think, i may said my main point to go there, is to HAVE AN EXPERIENCE travelling to other country. Frankly speaking, i've never been to any country. Hmm, yea, im not from a wealthy family. *sad haa
But, at last i got the oppurtunity. I mean its a gold oppurtunity for me. Haaa i wont let it go!! Hahaa . So i went to London for about 10 days. Enjoying myself, learn bout the country, went to all attractions in London, went to Southampton, visit Ridhwan's friends, went to SSU, eat extra large Fish&Chips, eat spagetti meatballs (ridhwan's hand cook!!!) , meet all those NMIT seniors there, listen to their story and yeah, spending precious time with Ridhwan 

What i can say, after 6months of separating,  Ridhwan becomes more gentle, and kind to me. Cant deny that. He is much more handsome. And i think he get taller. Haaaha im kidding!! Ridhwan is much changing from before. He is acting mature for me. but yea, im not changing at all. Pity him, we are always fighting for stupid reason (mostly comes from me??) Hahaa. Im such a spoil and childish gf. How can ridhwan stand with me. Haha 

I love him a lot. I never imagine that, one day we will have the chance to travel together.
Those experiences and memories are not exchangeable and cant be replaced. The holiday is one of best moment i ever had in my life. 
Im so in love with the weather, the scenery, all people there, the environment, the London tube, the London Eye, the amazing Hyde park, the Dock in Soton, the pounds and sterling, the flowers, the tulips, the roses, the trees, the building, the hot caramel chocolate im starbuck, the Malaysian hall food, the Buckingham palace, the wax doll in Madame Tussaud and every single thing in London, and Southampton.
But most of all, IM TOO IN LOVE WITH Muhammad Nur Ridhwan!  haha .
Without him, everything seems normal, and with him, it turns to LOVEABLE and AMAZING  ❄❄

So. Im planning to come again to  London with Ridhwan. But this time, i would like to hold his hand and called him as my Husband!
Oh . Gatalnyaaa isma. Hahaha pardon me.
Im counting my years to tie the knot with my man. Do pray for us readers!
Thankyou 

Before i end my post this time, i would like to share few pics of me and Ridhwan there!