** actually you can listen to the song from my blog; go to the left hand side of your desktop.

then you can see 2 box. one BIG box and 1 small box. hover your arrow to the small one below the big box. then it will bome out a bit. then

press play button. let me know if its not working. **text me also can. hahaha :D

-----okay back to the mood-------

its been so long since my last post. took some time to think either i should write back or not.

but here i am now, writing to you guys back. hoping that there are still readers who willingy read my blog.

i am reading back all my archives. its been ups and down through these few years.

apart from my family problem, love problem, study and work dilemma, haha i have a lot to face and settle down.

btw, im writing this post while listening to some Malay (JiwaNG) songs. so this post gonna be some teary (maybe) story,

regards on what's happened and happeing to me.

Im not planning to tell you guys what actually happen to me all this while. but what i can say is, i have a new aim ,

(too late for new yer resolution haha) to write at least 2 days once. maybe not for any unexist reader, but for

my own self reference for upcming years later.

i took Vivy yusof as my idol in writing. my english is not as good as her or anybody else who speak English as second

language ** plus , i've heard someone said before, English is no more a choice or 2nd language, it is now a compulsory in

everyone. so i think by writing, i will improve my own vocabulary and GRAMMAR (MAYBE) haha .

if youre wondering, im still with Mr.Noel aka Ridh. i bet you guys must know him. my other half. 2016 is now at August.

along this year, i am certain that im not happy with what happened. too much bad stories, bad memories to re-called.

i will write bout it sooner or later. hmm.

oh yes, i've ended my internship at Maersk KL on Sept 2015 and proceed with Maersk JB from November until June 2016.

am really enjoy my works in JB. i swear i am. better than KL bcause we got NO BOSS at JB. haha okay kidding!

i am free from work stress while working at JB bcause im not answering phone calls. haha, i tell you la, CS for Shipping

company is okay but wait untilone customer start shouting, puffff, your day will never be good. haha

i remember what happen on my 1st and 2nd week answering calls, (eventhough i am in charge for small issues, but still ...)

customer is shouting out of sudden once they didnt get what they want. then i am so pissed off and wanna scream back to her.

Luckily, my boss is there and sitting so near to me ( i love you, hue yong, haha) lucky customer, if not i will definitely scold

her back. i gained a LOT like really LOT of experience during my working time. how i can cry non-stop from One City office to Damansara

just because of what customer said to me. (he cursed me a lot in malay curse, i hate you uncle) hahha, i remember there was a moment when

i feel like giving up bcause i am not a really patient lady. i cant stand to work under pressure and etc. with a lot target need

to be achieved; and all cursed and high-pitch note from customer. hahhaa. but after all, emak, Umi and Mr.Noel never give up on supporting me.

they encourage me to stay and work hard. i miss mom and umi :(

next, my life is changing 60% from a normal ISMANIZA life. i've been transferred to Maersk JB, and stayed there for 6 months. under

contract term.( A REALLY GOOD SALARY i can say :P) start working as counter back up during kak nora maternity. like always im always ACT like

an innocent and quiet girl. after 1 month of adjusting their style with mine, i can be along with them in a really good way.

how kak bonita , kak sofi, kak nora trying to cope with my childish innerself. how they need to listen to my voices singing all songs came out from the radio.

how they suffer everyday from despatch that keep KACAUUUU me at counter. hahha for you guys reference; i am such a transparent person,

what ever that i feel through my heart will be expressed through my face. you will know when im mad, sad, irritated, annoyed, stress,

happy and etc. hahaha, it was so funny back then, when kak bonita said that she cant stand with my stress looks. bcause

she can get stress by looking at my face. like sampai hati kak bonita ckap macam tu. hhaha

other than that, im missing all the positive & friendly vibe amongts people in that office that may consist of

MAERSK, MCC, SAFMARINE, DAMCO & even cleaner. yuppp, everyone is so positve and kind.

we always went out for lunch with whole team in the office. i remember evry single pperson in the office.

i love to see how kak lyn dress everyday, bcause i swear even she is kinda (berusia) but her attire is always on point & superb.

how kak zu give salam and wish me morning everyday. how kak zana and kak aima teased me non-stop throught out the day.

how customer / despatch being such a very flirty towards me (but im not even layan hahha) and i started to jeling and be firm/tegas with them.

alahai, i miss them so much :)

yes, my dear boss, Sarahani offered me to continue working as permanent employee either at JB or KL. my personal feelings actually

urge me to proceed with maersk JB at that moment. however, i have my 2nd thought when Noel is start to deny me and keep dissapearing while on the phone.

Noel never did anything bad to me unless he got something hide. and my instinct never go wrong bout Noel. bcause of him, i made a

decision to be in KL. either for working or study. Sara took some time to get a secured vacant or secured position for me at Maersk KL, and that is when i

make a SOLID & FIRM decision to start studying for a Bachelor Degree.

Alhamdulillah, here i am now. Semester 1, Bachelor in International Business (HONS) at Management & Science University (MSU)

i am here to study and graduate with president list award and full scholar on my study loan, amin amin.

i've used my mom's money again and again without have enough time to pay her deeds back.

my aim is to study hard and strive excellent and then working with BIG SHIPPING COMPANY. (i think you know what company it is)

(YES, MAERSK) **hope  they can accept me for later (upcoming 3 years, erghh) hahah

i think, thats all for tonight. i will try to write back to you guys tomorrow.

Oh ya, THANK YOU FOR STOPPING BY AND READ MY HUMBLE BLOG!!

Good night everyone , xoxo

Lots of Love,

Yun

** actually you can listen to the song from my blog; go to the left hand side of your desktop.

then you can see 2 box. one BIG box and 1 small box. hover your arrow to the small one below the big box. then it will bome out a bit. then

press play button. let me know if its not working. **text me also can. hahaha :D

-----okay back to the mood-------

its been so long since my last post. took some time to think either i should write back or not.

but here i am now, writing to you guys back. hoping that there are still readers who willingy read my blog.

i am reading back all my archives. its been ups and down through these few years.

apart from my family problem, love problem, study and work dilemma, haha i have a lot to face and settle down.

btw, im writing this post while listening to some Malay (JiwaNG) songs. so this post gonna be some teary (maybe) story,

regards on what's happened and happeing to me.

Im not planning to tell you guys what actually happen to me all this while. but what i can say is, i have a new aim ,

(too late for new yer resolution haha) to write at least 2 days once. maybe not for any unexist reader, but for

my own self reference for upcming years later.

i took Vivy yusof as my idol in writing. my english is not as good as her or anybody else who speak English as second

language ** plus , i've heard someone said before, English is no more a choice or 2nd language, it is now a compulsory in

everyone. so i think by writing, i will improve my own vocabulary and GRAMMAR (MAYBE) haha .

if youre wondering, im still with Mr.Noel aka Ridh. i bet you guys must know him. my other half. 2016 is now at August.

along this year, i am certain that im not happy with what happened. too much bad stories, bad memories to re-called.

i will write bout it sooner or later. hmm.

oh yes, i've ended my internship at Maersk KL on Sept 2015 and proceed with Maersk JB from November until June 2016.

am really enjoy my works in JB. i swear i am. better than KL bcause we got NO BOSS at JB. haha okay kidding!

i am free from work stress while working at JB bcause im not answering phone calls. haha, i tell you la, CS for Shipping

company is okay but wait untilone customer start shouting, puffff, your day will never be good. haha

i remember what happen on my 1st and 2nd week answering calls, (eventhough i am in charge for small issues, but still ...)

customer is shouting out of sudden once they didnt get what they want. then i am so pissed off and wanna scream back to her.

Luckily, my boss is there and sitting so near to me ( i love you, hue yong, haha) lucky customer, if not i will definitely scold

her back. i gained a LOT like really LOT of experience during my working time. how i can cry non-stop from One City office to Damansara

just because of what customer said to me. (he cursed me a lot in malay curse, i hate you uncle) hahha, i remember there was a moment when

i feel like giving up bcause i am not a really patient lady. i cant stand to work under pressure and etc. with a lot target need

to be achieved; and all cursed and high-pitch note from customer. hahhaa. but after all, emak, Umi and Mr.Noel never give up on supporting me.

they encourage me to stay and work hard. i miss mom and umi :(

next, my life is changing 60% from a normal ISMANIZA life. i've been transferred to Maersk JB, and stayed there for 6 months. under

contract term.( A REALLY GOOD SALARY i can say :P) start working as counter back up during kak nora maternity. like always im always ACT like

an innocent and quiet girl. after 1 month of adjusting their style with mine, i can be along with them in a really good way.

how kak bonita , kak sofi, kak nora trying to cope with my childish innerself. how they need to listen to my voices singing all songs came out from the radio.

how they suffer everyday from despatch that keep KACAUUUU me at counter. hahha for you guys reference; i am such a transparent person,

what ever that i feel through my heart will be expressed through my face. you will know when im mad, sad, irritated, annoyed, stress,

happy and etc. hahaha, it was so funny back then, when kak bonita said that she cant stand with my stress looks. bcause

she can get stress by looking at my face. like sampai hati kak bonita ckap macam tu. hhaha

other than that, im missing all the positive & friendly vibe amongts people in that office that may consist of

MAERSK, MCC, SAFMARINE, DAMCO & even cleaner. yuppp, everyone is so positve and kind.

we always went out for lunch with whole team in the office. i remember evry single pperson in the office.

i love to see how kak lyn dress everyday, bcause i swear even she is kinda (berusia) but her attire is always on point & superb.

how kak zu give salam and wish me morning everyday. how kak zana and kak aima teased me non-stop throught out the day.

how customer / despatch being such a very flirty towards me (but im not even layan hahha) and i started to jeling and be firm/tegas with them.

alahai, i miss them so much :)

yes, my dear boss, Sarahani offered me to continue working as permanent employee either at JB or KL. my personal feelings actually

urge me to proceed with maersk JB at that moment. however, i have my 2nd thought when Noel is start to deny me and keep dissapearing while on the phone.

Noel never did anything bad to me unless he got something hide. and my instinct never go wrong bout Noel. bcause of him, i made a

decision to be in KL. either for working or study. Sara took some time to get a secured vacant or secured position for me at Maersk KL, and that is when i

make a SOLID & FIRM decision to start studying for a Bachelor Degree.

Alhamdulillah, here i am now. Semester 1, Bachelor in International Business (HONS) at Management & Science University (MSU)

i am here to study and graduate with president list award and full scholar on my study loan, amin amin.

i've used my mom's money again and again without have enough time to pay her deeds back.

my aim is to study hard and strive excellent and then working with BIG SHIPPING COMPANY. (i think you know what company it is)

(YES, MAERSK) **hope  they can accept me for later (upcoming 3 years, erghh) hahah

i think, thats all for tonight. i will try to write back to you guys tomorrow.

Oh ya, THANK YOU FOR STOPPING BY AND READ MY HUMBLE BLOG!!

Good night everyone , xoxo

Lots of Love,

Yun